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Squeezing a Brain

Squeezing a Brain.


Squeezing a Brain

Have you ever had a feeling of squeezing your brains out?

Well, that is what I am feeling right now. It is like squeezing a dry bunch of green leafy vegetables.

I am putting my self on an edge were i need to balance my work and studies while squeezing my head. You should  try that.I wanted to know if its capable of learning more than I used to do.And think more than it used to.

I sound weird right?

Actually, I am trying to challenge myself. I am like a lazy person(for me), who could and should do more hard work yet becoming a slow one. I want to change to a better me. Somebody who would live my given life to it’s fullest. Somebody who could do things other people say impossible for me to do. I wanted to be the person who creates impossible things for herself.

Now I sounded weird and greedy.

Looking at the past years that are wasted by my wrong decisions makes me feel like a dumb one. If I can just return and do changes. But I can’t.If I can look in the future to check if what I am thinking and doing in my life now did good to me there, just a glimpse of looking after a selfish result, to do more changes now. But I can’t. I have nothing to do but  squeeze a brain.





Well what can I say-


to the blog-policemen(if there are any) : “I surrender.”

to the reading public(if only your reading this) : “Please bear with me”‘

to my Blog-READING-mates(surrendered blog-addicts) : “Hey guys, we finally meet!, let’s have good times together!”

to all bloggers(yes all) – “Thanks for being generous enough to share your thoughts to the world!It makes me feel that our Earth is really small.

Everyday, since I had my home internet connection started( just last week,haha), I became curious and so much eager to learn lot of things in the net. I never knew I would be this close to the world(through those bloggers). I really like reading things, even in a piece of scratch, and those blogs made it very  dreamy. It is so nice to read from them, I really don’t care if its an amateur one( its funnier because I see myself as an amateur one) but to see people with no expertise at such things writes what they think?hmm i like it. And they made us “Entertained”. Thank you and please continue to do so. I dreamed to be like YOU someday.


The First Time

Feb 8, 2007


Well, its not really me the “writing my thoughts” kind of person, but I heard a song about a girl’s diary so I realized writing my own! Why not? after all, it might help me in my writing skills and my penmanship that talks like a chicken. Anyway I am G.M. and nice to meet you. I have my profile on the frontpage if you mind reading it! okay okay, for the least of my reason, I am not good in memory so if I write what I am thinking, it may help me. So now I started.

Actually, I plan writing my thoughts a year ago but I just got busy in school so, It was lost in my mind just like other things I like  to do. for example, I like reading than writing but it crosses my mind that someday, I would like write a novel or a fiction book to publish all over the world.

I am turning 17 this Feb. 16. So Happy B-day to me!!! Right now I am listening in one of my favorite FM Station, “home radio”. I like there songs because they play soft music and mostly are mellow. I don’t like rock music cause it struggles my mind. I am waiting for the time to turn 3:00 pm so I can watch my fav Mexican Novela “Inocente de te”. Talking about “fanatics”, Iam not one of those who are very devoted with things monotously, like favorite actresses and actors. I just appreciate them but I easily get too bored with things like that. I’ll talk more about this next time.

Supposedly, I am downstairs and washing clothes, but I got bored and sit here and write. You can tell me and shout it to my ears that i am “lazy”. Yes Yes Yes. so fine! I might write next time but I don”t know when   will I write!

Nggggggggrrrrrrh!!! You know what i hate mosquitos! they are biting me here. I need to move now so bye! I’ll try to write next time. promise. muah muah muah and thousand of more but my hands are tired! bye!


See you next time.


“A person who don’t read books are same as a person who cannot read books!”







The Most Powerful Thing About You

The Most Powerful Thing About You.

I guess, The most powerful thing about me is my curiosity and obsession on learning.

If I am curious into something, I get hooked up with it until it became a slight obsession. I won’t stop unless I’ve learned enough. It’s a passion. I think that is one of the few things I’m living for- Love for Learning.

Online Job Scam (warning!)

warning! to you – on line job scammers.. yes you.i really really hate you. how could you use the net to scam people and specially my friend!! how dare you!! hehe..

any way.. this post is actually to those who are looking for online jobs. just a warning. when u look for  an online job which you think your capable of,   first- never bite in a sudden opportunity without even researching. yes, please do or you’ll end up like someone i know. it’s like running into an action scene- (in my own perspective. hehe)- u have to search the perimeters (or the area your getting yourself in) be ready and be  prepared. be inquisitive and don’t trust entirely to that person whom you think is your employer. research online or even ask some friend. ask Google.

I am telling you this so you will not waste your time to net-thugs, bully and scambags. heheh. and worst they might use you or your  personal information for another scam. be vigilant. OK. don’t give in until you are sure

photoshopped1 for grace

photoshopped  for grace.

a working student

i am currently working as an office clerk, but i am still an undergrad (i stopped schooling because of financial problems, which my parents can no longer sustain.. so i decided to work.).. i decided to finish my studies at night school. i am still starting but its get harder everyday..ngrrr.. when will i get use to it, am sure it would be great. imagine, even the enrollment period is bad- my working hours is parallel to my school’s working hours to (except on Saturdays…) well, it was so hard just to be enrolled and getting those subjects left. And i guess i need three to four more years to finish because there were changes. huhu(crying..) and also there is a belittle feeling in it, imagine that my classmates were taking this course (BSA) as there second one and to think they are younger than me! i cant help to cry inside. they were so lucky to have a straight life on there studies i wish i had there luck too. I hope they would continue and do good in the future .so hard to dream.. but i wont stop– i will keep on dreaming. you should too! what do you think?