Author Archives: pinkcatymea

Moving On from the questions that are coming back

Why do other people can’t be happy unless they hurt other people who made them suffer so much in the past? why cant they live on with life as they choose it to be? Are the prizes they have now made them think higher than those people? Questions are keep on coming back. 

My personal experience? I feel so sad and sorry about a woman who thought she won a trophy by showing it to me. She want to show off that she won against me. She should be happy and move on.I already accepted my defeat or rather my choice of getting defeated than to be into that game of confusion and lies. But that trophy is not meant for me to know she won.its meant for her. And likely…I don’t think its a trophy. Its pure happiness and nothing compares. 


That feeling. The freedom away from a game of hate and lies..confusion and play… is one of the best learning I ever  learned. Its the freedom towards loving yourself and getting away from a box I never intended too fit myself in. I feel so blessed to feel completely happy with those decisions. Its letting the butterflies free from a jar of no air. And seeing the flowers of the world. I might get stuck again…be deceived..but as likely, I got wisdom to move my feet and fly again. 


I don’t wanna feel guilty or sorry because i still made her feel that way. Like what she is holding now should make me feel sad. But I don’t feel that way, My first reaction was laughter but now thinking about very sorry.. the question.. HOW CAN’T SHE BE HAPPY WITHOUT FEELING TO BE THE WINNER? 


irony…but i will be selfish..(and HAPPY) hehe.. may God guide her to the pure happiness..same as what i’m feeling..every single day.. HOW GREAT TO LIVE YOUR LIFE!!! ..amazing!!!


a familiar feeling?

a familiar feeling?

July 22, 2012 @ 8:55 pm

a hilarious joke (hahaha)

i heard this joke yesterday and made me laugh a lot. it was hilarious for me, because it was told seriously..haha, so think of it as a serious narration…

three men went for a singing contest..

the first man said ” Ill sing Dry Leaves (Dahong laya)”

the second one said “ill be singing Falling leaves (dahong larag)”

what did the last man said?

try to guess before reading next line….


try to guess and don’t read in advance… your missing the funny moment..haha


the third man said “I wont be singing anymore, I better clean up the mess , too many leaves in here” (Manilhig nalang q, daghan na kau dahon dani!)”hahahaha


if u did not laugh then its not my loss,, but thank u for reading until this part.. 

maybe ill think this will be a silly one someday,, but thank u.

i considered one thing lately.. 

I just don’t live to learn … to love….and to experience wisdom…

I ALSO LIVE TO LAUGH.. it makes me feel good inside.. completing a good aura inside me..

try it.. try to laugh in not so funny-yet-make-it-look funny things.. even small and corny ones..

small ones make up the whole of the bigger HEART… you’ll see the difference of fullness and 

that bigger heart will give u APPETITE FOR LIFE.. 




Squeezing a Brain

Squeezing a Brain.

Squeezing a Brain

Have you ever had a feeling of squeezing your brains out?

Well, that is what I am feeling right now. It is like squeezing a dry bunch of green leafy vegetables.

I am putting my self on an edge were i need to balance my work and studies while squeezing my head. You should  try that.I wanted to know if its capable of learning more than I used to do.And think more than it used to.

I sound weird right?

Actually, I am trying to challenge myself. I am like a lazy person(for me), who could and should do more hard work yet becoming a slow one. I want to change to a better me. Somebody who would live my given life to it’s fullest. Somebody who could do things other people say impossible for me to do. I wanted to be the person who creates impossible things for herself.

Now I sounded weird and greedy.

Looking at the past years that are wasted by my wrong decisions makes me feel like a dumb one. If I can just return and do changes. But I can’t.If I can look in the future to check if what I am thinking and doing in my life now did good to me there, just a glimpse of looking after a selfish result, to do more changes now. But I can’t. I have nothing to do but  squeeze a brain.





Well what can I say-


to the blog-policemen(if there are any) : “I surrender.”

to the reading public(if only your reading this) : “Please bear with me”‘

to my Blog-READING-mates(surrendered blog-addicts) : “Hey guys, we finally meet!, let’s have good times together!”

to all bloggers(yes all) – “Thanks for being generous enough to share your thoughts to the world!It makes me feel that our Earth is really small.

Everyday, since I had my home internet connection started( just last week,haha), I became curious and so much eager to learn lot of things in the net. I never knew I would be this close to the world(through those bloggers). I really like reading things, even in a piece of scratch, and those blogs made it very  dreamy. It is so nice to read from them, I really don’t care if its an amateur one( its funnier because I see myself as an amateur one) but to see people with no expertise at such things writes what they think?hmm i like it. And they made us “Entertained”. Thank you and please continue to do so. I dreamed to be like YOU someday.


The First Time

Feb 8, 2007


Well, its not really me the “writing my thoughts” kind of person, but I heard a song about a girl’s diary so I realized writing my own! Why not? after all, it might help me in my writing skills and my penmanship that talks like a chicken. Anyway I am G.M. and nice to meet you. I have my profile on the frontpage if you mind reading it! okay okay, for the least of my reason, I am not good in memory so if I write what I am thinking, it may help me. So now I started.

Actually, I plan writing my thoughts a year ago but I just got busy in school so, It was lost in my mind just like other things I like  to do. for example, I like reading than writing but it crosses my mind that someday, I would like write a novel or a fiction book to publish all over the world.

I am turning 17 this Feb. 16. So Happy B-day to me!!! Right now I am listening in one of my favorite FM Station, “home radio”. I like there songs because they play soft music and mostly are mellow. I don’t like rock music cause it struggles my mind. I am waiting for the time to turn 3:00 pm so I can watch my fav Mexican Novela “Inocente de te”. Talking about “fanatics”, Iam not one of those who are very devoted with things monotously, like favorite actresses and actors. I just appreciate them but I easily get too bored with things like that. I’ll talk more about this next time.

Supposedly, I am downstairs and washing clothes, but I got bored and sit here and write. You can tell me and shout it to my ears that i am “lazy”. Yes Yes Yes. so fine! I might write next time but I don”t know when   will I write!

Nggggggggrrrrrrh!!! You know what i hate mosquitos! they are biting me here. I need to move now so bye! I’ll try to write next time. promise. muah muah muah and thousand of more but my hands are tired! bye!


See you next time.


“A person who don’t read books are same as a person who cannot read books!”







The Most Powerful Thing About You

The Most Powerful Thing About You.

I guess, The most powerful thing about me is my curiosity and obsession on learning.

If I am curious into something, I get hooked up with it until it became a slight obsession. I won’t stop unless I’ve learned enough. It’s a passion. I think that is one of the few things I’m living for- Love for Learning.

Online Job Scam (warning!)

warning! to you – on line job scammers.. yes you.i really really hate you. how could you use the net to scam people and specially my friend!! how dare you!! hehe..

any way.. this post is actually to those who are looking for online jobs. just a warning. when u look for  an online job which you think your capable of,   first- never bite in a sudden opportunity without even researching. yes, please do or you’ll end up like someone i know. it’s like running into an action scene- (in my own perspective. hehe)- u have to search the perimeters (or the area your getting yourself in) be ready and be  prepared. be inquisitive and don’t trust entirely to that person whom you think is your employer. research online or even ask some friend. ask Google.

I am telling you this so you will not waste your time to net-thugs, bully and scambags. heheh. and worst they might use you or your  personal information for another scam. be vigilant. OK. don’t give in until you are sure